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1 out of 100 songs I could listen to every day for the rest of my life;

Sweet Nothing- Calvin Harris feat. Florence Welch

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It is within moments like this, surrounded by utter darkness and the warmth of blankets and the comfort of your very home, that I allow my thoughts to wander. I tend to find myself thinking about the past. It is incredulous how tremendous the impact that choices you make, intentional or not, have upon your life. They truly shape your perspective. I am jot the naive girl I once was, nor am I the most objective woman either. I tend to dwell upon those or whom I’ve hurt immensely and those who have hurt me. I, at times, cannot handle that. Especially approaching a crossroads next year with graduation from college and q step towards the next stage in my life, I cannot help but ponder over all that has affected me. It grieves me to no avail how much pain that I have caused, but that has become the very catalyst by which I strive to prevent any other from being hurt by myself. It is an extremely peculiar blessing to have had my flaws surfaced when they did. For, it was only within those moments of weakness and failure that I was able to see them myself. I can only thank Yah for allowing these hurtful experiences to happen. I would be an extremely apathetic, narrow-minded person if I never lost my brother to death, made my mistakes with my friendships, idealized those guys who were just kind to me out of kindness. I have a bittersweet gratefulness towards these instances. The artwork that my life becomes needs these memories as the framework towards supporting my life’s purpose.

Chinese proverb.

With money you can buy a house, but not a home.
With money you can buy a clock, but not time.
With money you can buy a bed, but not sleep.
With money you can buy a book, but not knowledge.
With money you can buy a doctor, but not good health.
With money you can buy a position, but not respect.
With money you can buy blood, but not life.
With money you can buy sex, but not love.

(Source: 1000advices.com, via dcjcayetano)